Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Monday, September 5, 2016

Puzzle Solved

It seems to round off that Ellen DeGeneres is "snappy" and sometimes overly concerned concerning herself.  She seems as tho she knows she provides for all others worthy emotionally etc. or brings about a certain sensation to viewers.  However, I wonder if she actually goes by what she was like as a kid, rather than the idea she grew up.

The Greatest Wish

I know life revolves around people who happen to be born around 1960 or the late 1950s.  I see the crappy ads with thinly sliced beef in a whopper of a bun.  I know they had a proper childhood, life is just a party, etc.  They are even convinced they are the ones who did the work and did everything right while others didn't, just going by generation.  No wonder kids today are so shitty.

I know what people like to do.

Catch me off-guard.

Inside and Out

I am good outside, but I am also good with my family.

Exercise

I think I need to stop jogging.  I have other exercises.  I'll need rest for the ballet classes.  xp

Boing Boing Boing Boing

I was thinking of doing hip hop, ballroom.. but I found some ballet that might be good.  I also didn't want to partner up in ballroom.  Line dancing is fun if you can find a class.  I used to go in Louisiana.

Sometimes, I wondered if this composer and teacher at a music school did jazz or something before she came to work.

Ballet Bag!

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I can see it.  Late Boomers know they are popular [deleted] but someone like me with a dad born in 1950 is not interesting, tho my dad still is.  I become the butt of no joke.

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Pages - Me Online - Stormfront

I do not trust in some people.

They don't want you to have what's best.  They disapprove of you cuz your parents aren't Late Boomers and the kid/you are not born in 1997/1998.  They think it's okay to mess with your life and put you in drastic situations and lie about you.

Hard to Get By and on Tiring Psychotic Pills

What do you think about people praising those with more money who are famous for being healthier and then dropping everyone else?

How I'm Doing

I just watched Kindergarten Cop on TV.

I've been on painkillers for the lower side of my back by my hips.  It hadn't been getting better and I keep taking the pills.  I feel weak and tired, perhaps from not sleeping thru long enough.

I think it is happening because I overate.  My pills slow down my digestion.  There is hope; I just have to move out and my parents won't make me take the psychotic pills, which is probably reason for having diabetes and high cholesterol.  I need to get healthier, maybe learn to cook something.  Right now, I like when I have frozen chicken pot pies.  I also like juice and fruit cups.  It's better than a possible addiction to soda.

Who You Are

I am in trouble if I feel I am my mom's child with benefits from my dad's race, but my dad keeps secretly informing me I am shit because of who he is.  I am also a mix of both and my own person.  Some people probably don't take to either parent.

Another thing that people go by is their whole race and ethnicities.  Like, they may not have vulnerabilities from either parent, but they say both parents are very white or something.  They're either a happy medium or some sorta twin.

Sunday, September 4, 2016

"I want more...."

It's interesting how someone can say someone is wrong, but like people around me keep testing me that they have "more" than me in some perverted way because they are not part Asian/Chinese.

Mixing Race

It's interesting a country like Africa could welcome a Norwegian, but a country like Germany supposedly could not welcome a Chinese/Asian.

A Good One?

The Muppets are on, and there is a number on that they are doing a sequel.  They think they just said people were not supposed to complain about bad sequels online all the time, but at least they got me and they go around pretending things about me that I am bad and outspoken in the world.

Feel the Hate

If people do all this for younger kids with a Late Boom mom, why won't people stop hating on me for it and not others?

People With Light Hair and Eyes

What if that's the only reason they are attractive and seem to glow?  It's a tough world out there.

Trying Spying Out

What do you think of those people hiding out there with dark/black hair who are attractive?  Imagine them growing up and becoming adults.  They have a lot in it socially.

YouTube

I played this my 1st semester of college and got an A!

It went on my piano favorites playlist.

Update

I reordered the Piano Favorites playlist.

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New, Fresh Problems Blog

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New Piano Favorite

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Playlist - Piano Favorites

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Saturday, September 3, 2016

Ballet Bag!

$6.05!
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Racial Transformations

If Italian people can look black, then Asian people can form some of their look to white.

Ballet

I'm going Mondays and Wednesdays for Beginning/Intermediate Ballet!

Update

New Message Board Listed

Stormfront

Like, All the Movies

Why are movies about accepting men born in the early 1950s and people who are like in the middle between good and bad?

It's out.

If you're about to say something someone doesn't want to hear, realize you're out already.

Oxymoron

People are so finished when they are served and are different that they don't want nor need you to talk to them anymore.  Like, you know when I say my life is hard, people say it's not.

Chinese-Indonesian vs. Chinese

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Where are the movies?

Attractive people are making it by being like social toys with their families, and in the end they admit they aren't all that.  That's how you live without making a spectacle of yourself in a movie.

Let's make a movie.

Attractive young people who wanna have more interpersonal experiences do not appear in random, overrated films.

Irish and Polish Americans

Irish and Polish people remind me of our roots in Africa, like they don't wanna have a fuzzy emotional time.

More Movies

If you can put on a play, why not make more entertaining hit family movies?

Well would you look at that, The Cat in the Hat

I feel like I'm still respected when I watch movies this old.  True, they were mean to the actors and shouldn't have been too, tho.  They got carried away with the truth but are not truthful in that way.

"Kids! What's the matter with kids?"

I feel I have to look around every corner.  Before, I could feel good even if I wasn't perfect in my thinking or was ignorant of how to react when I process something.

"I wanna walk like you, talk like you.."

Some people wanna talk to you to bring you down.

"Remember Hurricane Andrew?"

Yea, why?

WWJD

I feel some Aryan people are forcing me into less white races.

Bawk Bawk Bawk Chicken

People think they have to be mean to me to avoid danger.

Violence on TV

A white guy who travels across the globe to see monkeys in the islands thinks if I think I'm white I will and/or should be dead.  It's like minority/non-white people are taught to treat white people like some future dream.  That's just silly.  Some minor races can look white if they could figure out what they wanted to do with their life.

I should be President in November.

Trump wants to employ people out of the US to more menial work and canceling factory jobs in America.

Hilary wants America to win over Germany and China.

Good Morning America

There is a white blonde lady and a dark brunette lady.  The dark brunette lady didn't try to make the white blonde lady less white.  The white lady was so insecure about herself that she acted like people like me weren't white despite what we do.

More European

The way being 1/2 Asian makes you more European is that different parts of European genes can feed off the Asian genes in ways different European genes simply clash.

Why Ellen Is Really Married

She thinks everyone will go crazy and want to be the one.

Haphazardly

Do you know people who either do or do not do act good and say, "I did what I did, I'm some person, and I deserve all the attention and affection because I exist and no one else does nor can."

Where's the part that says they can tell others what to do?  They're just biting off more than they can chew.

I like Helena Bonham Carter, but she was with Tim Burton during his prime and now has left him.  It seemed like everyone was upset Tim Burton was not single.  He doesn't seem to go as public now, like online and with things of the nature of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory going over.

The Cold Shoulder

I guess I'm not talking to people who think if you bring up a topic it means something simple and there's no story.

Update

New Page - About Me

Maternal Race:
•Chinese/Asian

Paternal Race:
•Up North in the US
•all around Pennsylvania, New York
•Norman-Irish, Dutch, German, French, Swiss, English (Anglo-Saxon,) Irish
•Amish Culture - German, French/Huguenot, Swiss..

The South

Did you know people turn on to people from the South without parents from the South but in a negative, excluding way?

Little Instruments

They played music.

TV

"Good Time Kids"

A group of kids is exploring a science museum, this week.

"When it all boils down to it.."

Some people just have an issue about needing attention.

Injuns!

It's interesting you can be both Middle Eastern and Asian.

Typical

I saw Indian statues, and they looked like ladies who are like jazzy like from New Orleans.  I think that's Italian cuz I know a lady who seems like that.  I've also seen someone who looked colored who was French, too.

Same Story

It seems people glaze by saying they are affected by something for later just because they are seeing that I "dig it."

It's funny the lengths people go thru

to not be racist and to be in the moment, and then see what everyone else does instead.

Who wins?

Mixed Asians or Italians?

Like, Asians who aren't all white Chinese.

I wonder..

What's more critical, being Italian or being Chinese?

Watch out for us hapas, "mixed Asians."

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Eurasian Pride

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Keeping Their Blood Pure or Personal

Why do Germans think they have something more than other cultures and believe we are all divided by our races?  I just looked up ethnicities and I think Germany has it in for it the most.

I got the impression the English go by our last names and now that the Germans go by the mother's most maternal line.

Friday, September 2, 2016

Something Personal

Do you think you wanna be not too skinny in certain ways?  I wonder if that's possible.  Apparently, it is.

To Be Worked to Death, Beaten Like a Horse

So, you have to be famous and skinny to get attention from people who aren't necessarily?

Being Authentic

You say, "What's wrong with me?"  It's that you're not born in 1997/1998 or your dad/mom is born around 1950.

Setting the Scene

I can see it.  Late Boomers know they are popular, but someone like me with a dad born in 1950 is not interesting, tho my dad still is.  I become the butt of no joke.

My Own Relations

I can't seem to relate to my family.  I don't know why I am tossed out because of things about them that do not apply to me.

The Return to Innocence

I've seen other innocent people do it.  If I acted submissive just to give in to a situation, it wouldn't win me back my life.

Losing It

If I am imperfect, it is easy for me to lose my reputation because I am mixed race.

Question

Is Anne Hathaway, despite whatever her ethnicity is, to England as Bella Thorne is to like every other country?  Your majesty!  Queen Anne!  And Princess Bella!  Like Bella said, #FamousInLove.

The Time?

A Princess Diary sequel is on.  I saw the best friend, who looked a bit quirky.  It seems like the time when things were big.

Classical, MTV, or SNL?

I'm watching a show about young parents.

Key Factors

A normal person is in high school, easily 5'6"+.  Brown hair, who cares.  It comes time, and they can make it after all.

What My Life Revolves Around

I'm not going to make my life about the mistakes of others.

Like, because I wasn't awake at some point to answer others's out-of-place complaints of matters to do with others or not with me.

It seems like it's all over for me.

Issue

If I did Kung Fu, I'd probably feel white.

White people feel white all the time.

Did you know they are actually whiter, in some way, so it'd be more like comradery?

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Should I do kung fu?

Instead of something like ballroom dancing?

It's fast and they can do summersaults and use weapons.

Martial Arts

I'm wondering about doing kung fu partially for a workout. I also jog most days.

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Referee/Umpire

People my age born in the 1980s act like it's all good that people don't live out their dreams, like to play bouncy classical music, because it's always available.  Kids today born in the 2000s are even worse because in the end no one gets an opportunity.

*referee - I think someone who calls out
*umpire - someone who watches the game closely to keep rules enforced

Bella Thorne on Twitter


Did you notice the crowd was feeling for her because she's white whereas I've been beaten to death?

Resentment and Loathing

Do people get mad just if I perform or is it that way with everyone who does?

The whole world got together..

As a group, the whole world got together and said, "We tell Christina she is perfect, but we have the secret that we really are and she can't be.  We're stand-off-ish and we won't talk to her.  Computers are for babies.  That's what Mom and Pop wanted."

Danger Caution Warning

Should people make an exception and not learn from me because I'll get in trouble if something goes wrong?

My Little Asian Princess

As a baby..

If my existence is harder as a Eurasian with whatever kind of parents I have, why am I not like a gem rather than treated like I'm also not really that good, not worth it?